Tree House

TREE HOUSE

A tree house, a free house,
A secret you and me house,
A high up in the leafy branches
......Cozy as can be house.
A street house, a neat house,
Be sure and wipe your feet house
Is not my kind of house at all
Let's go live in a tree house.
- Shel Silverstein

Whatever It Is

"Whatever It Is"

She got eyes that cut you like a knife
and lips that taste like sweet red wine
And pretty legs go to heaven every time
She got a gentle way that puts me at ease
When she walks in the room I can hardly breathe
Got a devastating smile knock a grown man to his knees

She got whatever it is
It blows me away
She's everything I want to say to a woman
but couldn't find the words to say
She got whatever it is
I don't know what to do
Cause every time I try and tell her how I feel
it comes out "I love you"
You got whatever it is

You know I've never been the type that would ever want to
stay
Bring 'em home at night and they're gone the next day
But that all changed when she walked into my life
And people askin why it is
Tell them I don't know
Just something about the woman makes my heart go haywire
And she's gonna be my wife

She got whatever it is
It blows me away
She's everything I want to say to a woman
but couldn't find the words to say
She got whatever it is
I don't know what to do
Cause every time I try and tell her how I feel
it comes out "I love you"
You got whatever it is

Cause when she loves me
Girl that's how I feel
Cause when she loves me I'm on top of the world
Cause when she loves me I can live forever
And she loves me I am untouchable

She got whatever it is
It blows me away
She everything I wanted to say to a woman
but couldn't find the words to say
She got whatever it is
I don't know what to do
Cause every time I try and tell her how I feel
it comes out "I love you"
"i do"
You got whatever it is
Oh you got whatever it is

~Zac Brown Band~

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You dedicated this song to me.

When I listened to the words, my soul blushed.

This is not the only romantic song you dedicated to me.

You even wrote me one....

I wish I had a copy of it.

You told me you loved me,

and I knew you meant it.

I told you I loved you too,

and I meant it.

You treated me like a queen.

I've never felt safer than when I was with you.

In your arms I felt beautiful and fragile,

and oh-so very protected.

I dreamed of our future together,

the vision was magical.

You wanted to marry me.

I thought I wanted that too.

I said you would make a wonderful husband,

and you will.

Someday you will meet someone perfect for you,

and I will be jealous without permission to be.

You deserve the very best.

I don't know what happened, or why...

and I'm sorry.

I can't say what the future will hold,

But I know I will never ever forget you.

Everything country will make me think of you.

Chevys, Rodeos, Cowboy Hats, Copenhagen containers, Belt buckles, Boots, Horses, Whiskey bottles, "A River Runs Through It,"and dancing,

ESPECIALLY dancing,

Will always scream your name.

We'll always have Montana.

You'll always be in my heart,

my cowboy.

XOXO

SummaTime

Road trips

Saratonin drips

Late nights

Water fights

Play time

Sublime

Relax

Forget facts

Cocktails

Beached whales

Boat rides

Lakeside

Moonlight kiss

Golden bliss

Aahhh...

Summatime

Art

Here is a collection of chalk/paint Artwork me and my friends have done over the years. I decided to take pictures of each one of them to document them before they get destroyed...

by: Charlotte

by: Damon

by: me

by: me

by: Bart

by: Charlotte

by: Damon

by: Papa Kaitlin

by: Rin

We used to have an entire art station set up in Rin's and my apartment... We spent a lot of nights just sitting around creating art. There are many more that I will probably post later.
I'm not sure if I labeled them correctly as most of them were done years ago and I was mostly not sober... So correct me if I'm wrong.

Old poem

I was going through of my art boxes and found this poem... I don't know when I wrote it.. probably over four years ago. Thought I'd share:

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We all sit here, stuck and alone
behind these walls and fences that we put up
to keep things out, when we know we want them in.
All of us feeling the same thing,
but in different ways.

We're all bored, and we're all crazy.
We are trees in the wind or shrubs on the floor.
Yearning, wanting, reaching.

We pop pills to kill the pain,
then create new pain and new problems
just to solve the unsolvable.

When you're young there are no mistakes,
only research.

Dear Dad,

I have been thinking about you lots since my dream...

I know I don't even actually know you,
but I miss you.
Mom misses you to. Lots and lots and lots.
Please come visit both of us in a dream again soon.

"If tears could build a stairway, and memories a lane,
I'd walk right up to heaven
and bring you home again."

If I could have a lifetime wish,
A dream that would come true,
I'd pray to God with all my heart,
for yesterday and you.

A thousand words can't bring you back,
I know because I've tried...
Neither will a million tears,
I know because I've cried.

You left behind my broken heart,
and happy memories too...
But I never wanted memories,
I only wanted you.

People say this hurt I feel won't last--
But I think I'll miss you just as much,
till all my years have passed.

Love you Dad.
Can't wait to meet you someday.