Whatever It Is

"Whatever It Is"

She got eyes that cut you like a knife
and lips that taste like sweet red wine
And pretty legs go to heaven every time
She got a gentle way that puts me at ease
When she walks in the room I can hardly breathe
Got a devastating smile knock a grown man to his knees

She got whatever it is
It blows me away
She's everything I want to say to a woman
but couldn't find the words to say
She got whatever it is
I don't know what to do
Cause every time I try and tell her how I feel
it comes out "I love you"
You got whatever it is

You know I've never been the type that would ever want to
stay
Bring 'em home at night and they're gone the next day
But that all changed when she walked into my life
And people askin why it is
Tell them I don't know
Just something about the woman makes my heart go haywire
And she's gonna be my wife

She got whatever it is
It blows me away
She's everything I want to say to a woman
but couldn't find the words to say
She got whatever it is
I don't know what to do
Cause every time I try and tell her how I feel
it comes out "I love you"
You got whatever it is

Cause when she loves me
Girl that's how I feel
Cause when she loves me I'm on top of the world
Cause when she loves me I can live forever
And she loves me I am untouchable

She got whatever it is
It blows me away
She everything I wanted to say to a woman
but couldn't find the words to say
She got whatever it is
I don't know what to do
Cause every time I try and tell her how I feel
it comes out "I love you"
"i do"
You got whatever it is
Oh you got whatever it is

~Zac Brown Band~

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You dedicated this song to me.

When I listened to the words, my soul blushed.

This is not the only romantic song you dedicated to me.

You even wrote me one....

I wish I had a copy of it.

You told me you loved me,

and I knew you meant it.

I told you I loved you too,

and I meant it.

You treated me like a queen.

I've never felt safer than when I was with you.

In your arms I felt beautiful and fragile,

and oh-so very protected.

I dreamed of our future together,

the vision was magical.

You wanted to marry me.

I thought I wanted that too.

I said you would make a wonderful husband,

and you will.

Someday you will meet someone perfect for you,

and I will be jealous without permission to be.

You deserve the very best.

I don't know what happened, or why...

and I'm sorry.

I can't say what the future will hold,

But I know I will never ever forget you.

Everything country will make me think of you.

Chevys, Rodeos, Cowboy Hats, Copenhagen containers, Belt buckles, Boots, Horses, Whiskey bottles, "A River Runs Through It,"and dancing,

ESPECIALLY dancing,

Will always scream your name.

We'll always have Montana.

You'll always be in my heart,

my cowboy.

XOXO

SummaTime

Road trips

Saratonin drips

Late nights

Water fights

Play time

Sublime

Relax

Forget facts

Cocktails

Beached whales

Boat rides

Lakeside

Moonlight kiss

Golden bliss

Aahhh...

Summatime

Art

Here is a collection of chalk/paint Artwork me and my friends have done over the years. I decided to take pictures of each one of them to document them before they get destroyed...

by: Charlotte

by: Damon

by: me

by: me

by: Bart

by: Charlotte

by: Damon

by: Papa Kaitlin

by: Rin

We used to have an entire art station set up in Rin's and my apartment... We spent a lot of nights just sitting around creating art. There are many more that I will probably post later.
I'm not sure if I labeled them correctly as most of them were done years ago and I was mostly not sober... So correct me if I'm wrong.

Old poem

I was going through of my art boxes and found this poem... I don't know when I wrote it.. probably over four years ago. Thought I'd share:

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We all sit here, stuck and alone
behind these walls and fences that we put up
to keep things out, when we know we want them in.
All of us feeling the same thing,
but in different ways.

We're all bored, and we're all crazy.
We are trees in the wind or shrubs on the floor.
Yearning, wanting, reaching.

We pop pills to kill the pain,
then create new pain and new problems
just to solve the unsolvable.

When you're young there are no mistakes,
only research.

Dear Dad,

I have been thinking about you lots since my dream...

I know I don't even actually know you,
but I miss you.
Mom misses you to. Lots and lots and lots.
Please come visit both of us in a dream again soon.

"If tears could build a stairway, and memories a lane,
I'd walk right up to heaven
and bring you home again."

If I could have a lifetime wish,
A dream that would come true,
I'd pray to God with all my heart,
for yesterday and you.

A thousand words can't bring you back,
I know because I've tried...
Neither will a million tears,
I know because I've cried.

You left behind my broken heart,
and happy memories too...
But I never wanted memories,
I only wanted you.

People say this hurt I feel won't last--
But I think I'll miss you just as much,
till all my years have passed.

Love you Dad.
Can't wait to meet you someday.

Dear Nature,

I miss you.

"Concrete and cars are their own prison bars..."

Truce

I am the ground zero ex-friend you ordered
Disguised as a hero to get past your borders
I know when i'm wanted i'll leave when you ask me to
Mind my own business and speak when i'm spoken to

And if we should meet through some misunderstanding
Ill be very sweet very patient and forgiving
(now get off my side of the street)

And if we should meet one another in passing
Despite these techniques there is sometimes no avoiding
(there must be some kind of mistake)

We'll raise high our white flags and say hi and shake hands
Declaring the land we're on unamerican
We'll call it even

I am the tower around which you orbited
I am not proud, i am just taking orders
I fall to the ground within moments of impact

I hit back if hit
And attack if attacked

I am an accident waiting to happen
I'm laughing like mad while you strangle the captain
My place may be taken, but make no mistake
From a little black box i can say without shame
That you've lost

Do you know what you've lost?

So take whatever you'd like
I'll strike like the States on fire
You won't sleep very tight
No hiding
No safe covers
Make your bed and now lie
Just like you always do
You can fake it for the papers
but i'm on to you....

Screams of Nature

My brain fills to the brim.

Overflowing.

Too much to consume,

yet not enough to feed the ever-growing

cravings.

Overwhelming sense of peace,

Pure. white. joy.

Vibrant, devine, beauty,

brilliance.

Pulling me into a state of unknown being.

I am nature, just nature.

Mountains, rocks, dirt, sand,

water, trees, sky, air, sun...

Life.

I feel it.

I crave it.

I am it.

Breathe In

"Breathe In"

by: Frou Frou
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I - read you - and god i'm good at it - i'm so spot on
Chord - shapes in air - go press that dissonance - if you dare
And you - breathing in - finesse an innocent
From her partying

And i'm high enough from all the waiting
To ride a wave on your inhaling
And i'm high enough from all the waiting
To ride a wave on your inhaling
Cause i love you no?
Can't help but love, you know...

What - part of no - don't you understand - i've told you before
To just get - off my case - this isn't happening - stop this now
And i - where was i? - i have to be somewhere
Now where did i put it?

And i'm high enough from all the waiting
To ride a wave on your inhaling
And i'm high enough from all the waiting
To ride a wave on your inhaling
Cause i love you no?
Can't help but love you, no...

Is this it - is this it - is this it?

Yes - hello we're back - and we're taking calls
Now what was the question?

And i'm high enough from all the waiting
To ride a wave on your inhaling
And i'm high enough from all the waiting
To ride a wave on your inhaling
Cause i love you no?
Can't help but love you, no...

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I CAN'T get enough of this song!!!!

and can't believe how much I can relate to the lyrics...

heart this.

Shadows

whatever the sun shines on,
there's a shadow to follow.

i washed you out of my sheets,
but how can i wash you out of my mind?

time cures all things...

but just how much time?

have i learned from this?

i KNOW i have.

have i been enlightened?
i think i have.

but i can't clear my mind...

can you?

will it ever go away?
i thought it would.

have you found love?
i thought i had too.

have you found clarity of mind?
i thought i had.

are you over it?
i thought i was.

are you happy?
so am i.

then what?

Whereve the sun shines,

there's a shadow to follow.

I no longer want a shadow.